What “The Bottom” Looks Like

Well, I discovered what one bottom looked like for me this weekend. I’m anxious about stopping my use of oxycodone because, of the many, many drugs I’ve tried (both prescribed and illicit), it was the only drug that made me feel ‘normal’. I think that’s why I’ve been so reluctant to give it up until now.
That’s only half the story, of course. My anorexia is still alive and kicking. I’m hoping I’ll have a realization about it, like I did with my drug use, that will prompt me to get the help that I desperately need. Until then, I guess, I will continue to starve.

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