I’m attempting to starve myself to death. Obviously, this is not a particularly efficient way of dying. I mean, it will take months to die, if I’m lucky. It will also be difficult. I’m going to have to really want it, if I’m going to be successful.
And that’s a good thing.
The way I figure it is that I will have plenty of time to come to my senses and change my mind. If I do persevere and manage to kill myself, I will have had plenty of time to contemplate what I’m doing and go to my grave, comfortable in my decision.