I’m still confused. I just don’t understand… I don’t know… anything? And I’m so tired. Why am I like this? On paper, I’ve got a really good life and lots of things to live for. In reality, I feel miserable all the time. I cry most days. I don’t seem to care about anything. I’m not actively suicidal, but I would really like to die. I just want to stop hurting. I don’t care how.