Relapse

My wife and I, about three weeks ago, started fighting and triggering each other. About the same time, I stopped eating.

Not entirely, mind you. I’m basically eating one small meal a day. My jeans are already a little looser and I’ve gained a notch back on my belt.

I spoke with my doctor this morning. He said that I know where this ends, if I can’t start eating again. I don’t care. It’s good to be in control again and the thought of losing a good 40 lbs really fires me up.

So, anyway, my anorexia is back and I don’t know exactly how it’ll play out this time. Last time, I bottomed out at around 120. I don’t want to get that small this time but I know it can become hard to stop. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see what happens.

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