So, a second day has come and gone, with a job status of ‘Delivery’ for three items. Yet nothing has arrived. It begs the question: “What exactly does the vendor (DM) think ‘Delivery’ means?” I know what I think it means (short for ‘Out for Delivery’). I wonder, without a tracking number, how do they […]
Ok. Now I know the markets on the deep web aren’t quite up to the ‘Amazon’ standard (though some do a damn fine job). I also get that the packages being delivered generally undergo a stealthification process to mask any potentially illicit substances that may be contained within. That said, it seems that sometimes there […]
Ok. I haven’t actually done more crystal meth. I did, however, research more thoroughly typical using patterns for IV administration. It turns out that what I did, and just about everything I did, was way over the top. Using every 4 hours? Too much. Slamming 250-300mg? Way too much. Going through an entire gram of […]
My first, of several, packages of hard drugs arrived yesterday: a gram of crystal meth. This was the first time I ever used this drug and, being the good junkie that I am, I reached right for the needle. Now, I didn’t want to fuck myself, so I did a little research and found that […]
I am a bad person. I do horrible things. I lie. I cheat. I steal. I’m good at those things and, so, rarely get caught. I used to feel bad about doing those things, but I’ve stopped. It doesn’t really bother me any more. The only thing that concerns me now is getting caught. So, […]
So, I’ve wasted money on three failed copping exercises. The first was an IRL one where I went the Pioneer Park in Salt Lake City, UT. I was so excited to be copping that my brain completely left me and I gave the dealer my $40 before he had the heroin for me. He left […]
My story took a turn for the worse. My obsession with getting my hands on drugs, and my efforts to do so, appear to be paying off. Tuesday I copped, the old fashioned way, in Pioneer Park in Salt Lake City. I made a rookie mistake, though, and gave up the dealer my money before […]
