I’m 40 days clean off of heroin today. I’ve had plenty of intense urges, particularly in the last two weeks. I was even triggered by a conversation about bitcoin, thanks to my adventures on the dark web. Of course, being in sober living, if I use, I’ll pretty much instantly become homeless… so that’s an extremely good motivator.

My eating, however, has not been good. The last several days have been a combination of either restricting or purging… not a lot of moderation there. I’m doing something about it, though. Beginning this Sunday, I’m running a brand new Eating Disorders Anonymous meeting… the first one in all of Oregon. I’m hoping that doing that will help my recovery.

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