I’ve been bombarding my support network a lot recently. I think they’re pretty much sick of hearing about my drama at this point.
Today, I made the conscious decision to back off reaching out to those closest to me. I’m sure there will be a collective sigh of relieve by this individuals when they get through the day without having to deal with my drama. Ironically, I’ve told these same people that, as long as I’m reaching out and talking about what’s going on in my head, that I’m unlikely to relapse. If I continue to isolate, it’ll be interesting to see if anyone reaches out to me, given that.