On my way to watch ‘Unsane’ at Ckackamas Town Center. I could probably use a nice, long stay in a psych ward right now. I feel barely functional right now.
I binged and purged, a lot, last night. I can’t run right now because I over did it the last two days and am physically incapable of doing so (for now), so I’m resorting to more traditional self-harm… I cut this morning and intend to not eat at all this weekend.
I’m not suicidal, but I really would be ok with not being alive right now.