On my way to watch ‘Unsane’ at Ckackamas Town Center. I could probably use a nice, long stay in a psych ward right now. I feel barely functional right now.

I binged and purged, a lot, last night. I can’t run right now because I over did it the last two days and am physically incapable of doing so (for now), so I’m resorting to more traditional self-harm… I cut this morning and intend to not eat at all this weekend.

I’m not suicidal, but I really would be ok with not being alive right now.

2 thoughts on “Unsane

  1. Ok. That film was a bad idea. Fortunately, I was able to see it with a friend. It was very triggering. 90% of the film took place in a psych ward (which definitely did not bring back a lot of good memories) and included a fentanyl overdose! It was a complete mind fuck. If you are at all having any bit of mental instability, I highly recommend skipping this one until you’re on a bit more solid ground.

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