Still a Bit Bulimic

I tried to eat just now. I let my roommate cook me a hamburger (no bun), some squash/zucchini and coleslaw. I then had a cigarette with him and then quietly snuck away to the bathroom in shame to purge.

I know I need the calories right now. It was just so much. Fuck. And now I’ve got a healthy helping of self-loathing to stomach. Wish I could purge that…

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